Can't Sleep

Last night I was able to sleep at around 2:30am. I can see that tonight wont be any different. I'm finding it hard to sleep now without hubby! He has an overnight activity and would be back tomorrow by 6am.

I have no problem sleeping alone in a room before. The lights just have to be on because I'm afraid of the dark. So many things run into my mind. My imagination is so vivid that I end up feeling it for real.

But now, its so frustrating. I am mentally awake while my eyes and body are begging for sleep. I really can't sleep without my DH. It has always been like this since I came here in Singapore. There was even a time that I slept at around 3am!

Since my mind is widely awake I would get my iPad check my twitter, FB, two gmail accounts and then twitter again, FB, two gmail accounts and then repeat hoping sleep finally comes. Haaaayyyy....

I really need to rest now since tomorrow we'll be going to Saudi or Korea embassy. We still have to finalize which embassy to go first. And I blame hubby for putting us in this dilemma. Urgh!

First Household

My husband and I are new members of the CFC, Couples for Christ Singapore. He was even the one who is very eager and active during the CLP, Christian Life Program. CLP is a formation program for those who want to join the community. It is a 12-Sunday talks about Christianity and the life and culture of CFC. Yesterday we held our first Household session in our flat. This session is mainly to gather the members of the smallest unit of the community which is the Household. There are praise and worship songs, prayers for thanksgiving and petitions and reflection sharing. While we were praying I felt a sense of gratitude that God helped us in our dream to work abroad and He brought us here in Singapore. It's just a privilege to be here. The country is safe and clean. 

There are times when I am glad I pushed hubby to grab the opportunity to work here but at times I blame myself for the stress and pressure he's having at work. I pity him because I could see that he is not happy with his work since it is out of his comfort zone. He have been in Cisco world for 10years so working in a software environment is really hard for him. Even after 11 months of working we still argue about it and I still boost his moral that nothing is easy in the beginning but because he's the best he can make it. Yes, I have to convince him to lighten him up.

I don't know if we're for SG. Or if SG wants us because most Pinoys here think that the government is now prioritizing Singaporeans and Permanent Resident Visa holders than foreign talents. That's why we are now applying for a PR visa and on the side for Autralian Immigration visa! The latter part is what hubby doesn't know! I'm sure its going to be war when he finds out!

First Post

This is my first post in LiveJournal. I had other blogs in other domain such as blogger of google but, just like any human being, procrastination has taken the better of me. I wonder if this time I'd be able to live through with this. I actually opened LJ so I can follow Tina Tagle's blog. I like her blog, so funny, so real and so her. Though I don't personally know her, I love her. To be her friend would be the deal! Really! I mean what could be better?

So there. It's now 12:03, my hubby is snoring and I'm fighting my droopy eyes from sleep to find the right closing line in my first entry.

I guess there's none. Let's see if tomorrow will be different.

Good nighttttt.... Zzzzzzzzz....